Ok i'm guilty for not updating this space but but i've so many things to blog about! So many photos to share that i've no idea where to start or what photos to post haha but anyway first thing first! I've been meaning to say thank you to Sophia from thejuicemarket for gifting me this really pretty monokini from the new JUICESEA collection and also for being so patient to me because i took forever to blog about it hee



The first thing that came into my mind when i saw this piece is to layer them under my super sheer tops. It's so perfect!!!! Loving the cut outs SO MUCH i can't even explain



I had such a terrible time deciding whether to get the navy, burgundy or the black piece but in the end i chose black because i'm boring like that, gah. But seriously if you can, get all the colours!!!! Can play with the colours and layer them under all your sheer clothes (which i really really love the look of it omg) or wear them as it is........!



Like for the upcoming Zoukout??! I swear you'll look amazing and so sexy AND stand out from the crowd because every girl out there is probably just gonna be dressed in bikini hehe

Thejuicemarket just opened another backorder and it's the 3rd backorder already so go place your orders quick because i don't think there will be another one after this.
You snooze, you lose!!!!

DO NOT MISS IT
Don't say i never warned ya.

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The only two photos i have during my stay at Fullerton hotel over the weekend because some asshole decided to steal my phone during a photo shoot today......... I'm honestly really heartbroken and upset that all my photos in my phone are g o n e forever. Sigh sigh sigh why didn't i back up my phone yesterday???!


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P/S: To those who texted me and i didn't reply, i'm sorry okay don't kill me. Email me if it's urgent! X

Okay so today i've an annoucement to make.....

Not many people know about this because i didn't want to announce it until i know i made it to the finals. And now i did so i just wanna say it out loud that.............


I MADE IT TO THE FINALS FOR ELITE MODEL LOOK 2012 SG AND I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got through the island-wide casting and became the top 48 semi-finalists and was invited to Fullerton Bay Hotel for a event. I was actually quite nervous because i'm gonna meet some of the other contestants and i'm awkward around new, gorgeous people but it turned out just fine though!



We first had our hair and make up done in the room by these awesome make up artists!



Then the event started and we had to look classy and mingle around~~~



One more group photo with the girls in the room after the event!



And on last Saturday, it was the semi-finals. There were 48 girls and 22 guys and only 12 girls and 6 guys will be selected!



Pretty Natali!!! :*



Getting our comp cards!



Then it was time for the casting.........



The panel of judges - EML Singapore Director, Mr. Eric Ceret, Ms. Justina Kozicki and Ms. Lisa Crosswhite



We had to showcase our catwalk up and down the carpet thrice and honestly i was shaking so bad inside and on the same time, i can't stop thinking whether i look good, or if my posture is straight, and do i smile or do i give a stern face yada yada.... I was so upset after my walk because i felt like i didn't do a good job :(

But like what people say, always have confidence in yourself and just give everything that you're passionate about a try because you'll never know who will find potential in you!




And YESSSS I got into the top 12!!!! So thankful to be given this chance because i would never have thought that i could make it..... Sigh



The 6 male finalists!



Right after the semi finals, we started a whole lot of workshops... Busy busy busy. We have our schedule all packed for next week all the way till the finals on 9 Nov! But anyhoo, on Monday we had a fitting at Francis Cheong's!


Afterwhich, we got chauffeured by Volkswagen to the Volkswagen showroom for a photoshoot!



Not really a fan of my hairdo because i felt that it didn't complement my face shape? But i guess i just have to try to make it work?? Hahaha


So yup that's about it so far! Will share more later :)

The grand final will be on 9 Nov at Hard Rock Coliseum, Resorts World Sentosa. Everyone is welcome to come and watch and support! Tickets are sold at Sistic so go get yours k!!! Click here to know more!


Also i need a favour from all of you... Just a small one! Please vote for me!!!!

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Just by voting, you'll get to win 2 tickets to the grand finals and also a weekend drive with a Volkswagen car of your choice!!!!

VOTE OK I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH X See y'all on 9 Nov, Friday!



P/S HI ERIC! :)

Super overdue post (thank you E for being so patient!!!) but here goes.......

Received 3 amazing pieces from Ashincans and i gotta say i love how they fit me so well!!!



Everyone needs a simple black collar top and this piece here is, can i say the purrrrfect one?! Material is awesome. Loving the double layer, especially the outer soft mesh layer :D



Second piece that i got was this pair of shorts! I love the fit and how it looks sooo good with my white studded bralet that i wore it again during Jen's POP hee



Ok and here's my favourite out of all 3!!!



TADA!



Two toned super lightweight with studs on the shoulders top! Super comfy and and you can dress it up or down depending on the occasion with this. What's not to love??! I brought it along with me during my BKK trip 2 weeks back.
Me & awesome top 1 : Humid BKK weather 0


Gotta thank and love E for gifting me these 3 pieces! If you haven't already heard about Ashincans (but i bet most of you do already ;), then head on down to their website NOW. Click the banner on the side bar! Start shopping your long weekend away because one can never have too much clothes and because today's a public holiday!


Ok i am not making any sense here but whatever you get my drift right? Right.

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Happy Hari Raya Haji to all my muslim friends and readers out there!!
Oh and halloween party tomorrow...... What are YOU dressing up as?

IN CASE ANY OF YOU FORGOT HOW I LOOK LIKE...................


(not sure what i was doing that day with my tiny table mirror but i sure look like some ding dong hahahhahaha but loving the makeup and colours so yup!!!!!!! there are a few more but i guess i should spare your eyes......... hahahaha ok skip it if you think i'm crazy and don't want me haunting your sleep)






I just survived 14 hours of school today, i know right???! My school is crayyyy i really suspect they are out to kill us. Another 14 hours tmr, 830am to 10pm YUP CRAZY SHIT. It's 1am now and i've to get up by 6 later sigh god bless me. Gotta go! Hope thursday will treat you guys well! The weekends are nearing so hang in there ok? Mwah goodnight xxxx :)

Did you guys expect a blogpost on Sunday? Hehe sorry! I was a lil busier last week...


ANYWAYYYY

I was in the shower just now and thinking about what i am doing with my life right now. You know school and shoots.... I love my work, i can do it forever and i never want to stop but tbh i'm kinda worried for my studies. I know it's only about 2 months+ into my first sem but yes i'm stress already. I can't handle numbers and graphs at all. I'm so bad at studying i don't even know why i was so determined to continue my studies in the very first place. I had this sudden urge to give it up just now, to tell my parents and let them nag at me forever but part of me refused to give it up. I don't want to have this regret in me forever for not completing my degree, i don't want to acknowledge the fact that i'm no good with books and that i'm stupid. I keep telling myself if others can do it, i'm sure i can right??!

Sure you will see me going to work every single day without fail if i have to, even if it means i have to wake up super early in the morning. But when it comes to school... I just can't seem to be as hardworking. I absorb new info slower, i'm not smart. When i go to class and i see all the smartypants and hardworking people around me and deep down it stresses me SO MUCH and i'll go like "wtf am i doing here actually"


I wanted to tell my parents this just now, not about quitting school but just letting them know that my heart isn't with my books, but the thought of letting them down and seeing worried, disappointed faces makes me want to cry


and i'm tearing now wtf wtf is this you weak bitch



Really damn sian and sad. Can anyone out there feel my pain??? :'(