Every night when i'm on my way home, i'll promise myself to check up on jobs and universities, update this space, download songs or at the very least, just upload the many many photos from my phone that i wanna share with y'all. But every night when i get home, i'll start to feel so nua and all i want to do is quickly washed up and head to bed.
I'm so tired every day but i know that's not excuse for my neverending procrastination. Every day people ask me what i plan to do after i graduate (which is like 16 days away yay *beams*) and all i can say is "Work lor. Earn some kachingz while waiting for uni...".
Work what? I don't know. Study what in U? I haven't decided yet. Ugh it's damn frustrating can........ They always tell me i can do photoshoots. I know that and i actually love what i'm doing right now. I really really wish i can do it forever but we all know it's impossible right :(
Oh ya by the way i think i'm too vain, too self conscious and too materialistic for my own good. I think it's some sort of illness and i wasn't so ill before but i think it's slowly getting serious and i'm afraid i'll become one of those bitch who just can't be contented with whatever they have when i grow up. Typing it out here to remind myself i need to learn to love myself more and that i'm actually good enough ha
Finally endured like two insane weeks of school filled with deadlines, deadlines, tests and deadlines. And the result of it? A sick and weak me. Just hoping i'll recover from my gastric flu (and my backache la, neckache and headache hahaha really like some old woman??) ASAP.... I wanna reach out to all the little red tubs! Especially pineapple tarts! My favourite!!
How many of you are prepared for CNY already?
Note to self: PACK & CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM TOMORROW. T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W.
"Because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are." --Bertold Brecht
A brand new space!
She is so cool, so talented and her voice is so so beautiful. Please go check her other videos out i swear you'll just wanna stalk her youtube the whole day
Ok if you are in my facebook, you'll prolly know that i won a 3d2n Hong Kong trip by BigFish! Yup no kidding i'm really happy but i'll leave that post to the next time. Will be back to update soon catch y'all later x